Smooth Brain – Sadboi

I can’t shake this feeling
That maybe you don’t hold the key
And I don’t know how to fight it
Trust me, I’ve tried to deny it

Chorus 1

So if I haven’t made myself clear
Or said the things you want to hear
I’ll try my best to say them without fear
I didn’t realize it was still open
But I’m shutting that door tonight

Verse 2

Do you see me
Running around in your dreams
Or do you want me tangled in your sheets?

I thought I would realize
But it feels like it’s taken me forever
I was too scared to find a reason
That we couldn’t be sad together

Chorus 2

So if I haven’t made myself clear
Or said the things you want to hеar
I’ll try my best to say them without fear
I didn’t rеalize it was still open
But I’m shutting that door tonight
Oh, I’m shutting that door tonight

Bridge

(“Look, you had a beautiful friendship … maybe more than a friendship … and I envy you.”)

Blind eyes are better than a wrecked mind
Feels like I left something behind
You say let’s run away, we’ll be happy and free
But I can’t make that decision
Not when you ripped me and my heart to shreds

So if I haven’t made myself clear
Or said the things you want to hear
I’ll try my best to say them without fear
I didn’t realize it was still open
But I’m shutting that door
I’m shutting that door
I’m shutting that door tonight