Mariah the Scientist – 40 Days & 40 Nights (Ecstasy)

I put 100 miles on the AMG
Tonight
To take it anywhere but home
Scent lingering all on my clothes
I turn the ringer off my phone off
I’ll give you distance
Seeing you’ve already made a commitment
To be someone else’s
I must respect it

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want You to myself
When you look me in my eyes and tell me that it’s mine

I made them sacrifices
Spent 40 days and 40 nights Withdrawing from ecstasy
Gave you what was left in me Baby

It’s hard enough learning to let you go
Can’t imagine teaching someone else how
Hate the fact I can’t leave you alone

Tired lying to myself bout this
Feeling that never dies
Now everyday when I’m on my own
Only thing that’s heavy on my mind

Who the f*ck did you think it was Why you get your feelings intertwined

What was it giving